It seems like the only time I write in this journal anymore is when my own practice has either been stagnant or I just haven't done anything in a while and it looks like I'm in that spot again. I know that I have to do this. Magic, that is. It was an imperative handed down to me from something much higher in the cosmic order of things. Something that was forced to take over and drive for me when it looked like I wasn't going to make it out of 2016 alive. Since then, I've stumbled and groped my way through spacetime, trying to find some kind of path to the divine but nothing is sticking. Chaos magic experiments without a higher power safety net resulted in disastrous consequences. Studies in Solomonic magic and joining a mail correspondence course taught me some pretty solid lessons in fundamentals and outfitted me with some ritual equipment that I'm quite proud of but left me wanting. Poke Runyon's OTA had some really important stepping stones but the Feraferia qualities of the order, Renaissance Fair neopagan tropes, bored me to death.
Looking ahead to 2020
Looking ahead to 2020
Looking ahead to 2020
It seems like the only time I write in this journal anymore is when my own practice has either been stagnant or I just haven't done anything in a while and it looks like I'm in that spot again. I know that I have to do this. Magic, that is. It was an imperative handed down to me from something much higher in the cosmic order of things. Something that was forced to take over and drive for me when it looked like I wasn't going to make it out of 2016 alive. Since then, I've stumbled and groped my way through spacetime, trying to find some kind of path to the divine but nothing is sticking. Chaos magic experiments without a higher power safety net resulted in disastrous consequences. Studies in Solomonic magic and joining a mail correspondence course taught me some pretty solid lessons in fundamentals and outfitted me with some ritual equipment that I'm quite proud of but left me wanting. Poke Runyon's OTA had some really important stepping stones but the Feraferia qualities of the order, Renaissance Fair neopagan tropes, bored me to death.